Sometimes you think you need to give your friends space. Or you find yourself isolating yourself and disappearing. Maybe you’re just over it and feel like you’re trying too hard.
I still don’t feel like a number one priority in my close friends’ lives but I do find myself missing them once we finally do all get together.
I know I have jealousy issues. With my husband even and even way back when we were dating. When my friends hang out without me I question it. But I am getting better about letting it go. One of my friends says she has “FOMO” (fear of missing out). Perhaps I suffer from this too?
I’ve just never had that one girlfriend. I’ve always been part of a group where everyone else has their one special girlfriend… a best friend. I sort of have one but she lives super far away so I still don’t feel like it’s the same. I wonder if I’ll ever have that?