Friends

Sometimes you think you need to give your friends space. Or you find yourself isolating yourself and disappearing. Maybe you’re just over it and feel like you’re trying too hard.

I still don’t feel like a number one priority in my close friends’ lives but I do find myself missing them once we finally do all get together.

I know I have jealousy issues. With my husband even and even way back when we were dating. When my friends hang out without me I question it. But I am getting better about letting it go. One of my friends says she has “FOMO” (fear of missing out). Perhaps I suffer from this too?

I’ve just never had that one girlfriend. I’ve always been part of a group where everyone else has their one special girlfriend… a best friend. I sort of have one but she lives super far away so I still don’t feel like it’s the same. I wonder if I’ll ever have that?

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